Lisianthus from Seed

Susan is growing lisianthus from seed. These delicate flowers look like a Georgia O'Keefe painting, as layers of soft petals unfurl.

I myself have never succeeded at growing lisianthus.

I could envy Susan. I could envy her lisianthus. I could stomp my foot and say, "But i want lisianthus."
Or i could enjoy her ability to grow them.

How does envy feel?
How does enjoyment feel?

How does lisianthus feel?

Photos from danisaflowers.com and scarletselkie.blogspot.com